I have got a fever since this early morning, woke up with ached muscle, it wasn't feel good at all. I can't remember when was the last time I woke up at such hour, my head was spinning. Even I have tried so hard to make myself sweat according to the traditional way of healing, I am still suffering it.
Until now, I summoned my thoughts, I am questioning myself, what I have been doing since I came back home. H.O.M.E, the place I have left for nearly 7 years, it was like a really long dream, and I couldn't wake up from it, I am still stuck in the good old times. I have so many doubts about the place that I am living now, ironically I can't escape from it. Life is cark from the deep of my heart, I can't find any happiness. I loss the most important thing in my life: PASSION.
Future? Stop running, I can't catch up the pace that it should be.