The winner takes it all

Lately, I am pretty tired, not physically, but mentally. I can't tell why, its just there.

Occasionally, it reminds me of a movie called "MAMAMIA" that I watched in KL few years ago. My mind is full of the scene. Yet, you are the one who set it up, and you are the one who make it stop. It's simple and it's pain.

I don't wanna talk, about the things we have gone through.

Though its hurting me, now is history.

I have played all my cards and that's what you have done too.

Nothing more to say, no more ace to play.

The winner takes it all, the loser standing small.

Besides the victory, that's my destiny.

I don't wanna talk, if it makes you feel sad.

And I understand, you come to shake my hand......

Rolling in the deep

Look at the date of my newest post below, I realized that is been ages since I left this land apart, now is the time to catch up. =)

I read through my past post, it just like mind blowing and my head is rolling. So much words in my heart are about to express, but yet, when I pause my mind and preparing to record something down, the words are gone. Yes, I screwed it up. I could not follow the pace that it should be. Always one step at back for those things should have done earlier. Is weary to walk behind and it makes me feel fed up. Not always, but occasionally I need a release no matter how erratic is it. What point of being stress and losing the tempo that belongs to me? Give me a punch, and I will have the chance to shout ''Fuck U''; Give me a club for the reason of ''Rock U''; not to you, but myself.

Life is a picture, you can not stop drawing it; life is a bug, you cannot protect it from being attack; life is a drink, you can not enjoy it before you get drunk. There is no reason for you to be afraid, there is no place for you to escape, so, just go ahead, U will find the way out, as long as I believe.