Monday, April 20, 2009

These days, Those shadows..


Without omen, the deadline is just right at the corner..
It must be mean a lot to me, I have no idea about what will happen when the last day come to knock my door.
Yes, I m gonna leave Malaysia, which means much more than it could be..
Over more than 4 years life here.. Amazing, isnt it?

From the start to the end, certainly, is part of my life, is part of my journey..
The journey is going to end,Now is the time to walk away to my next destination,although there are lots difficulties behind it..

I am just a normal human, I have my sensation, that is gonna be a sad thing..
Whatever reminds me about leaving, is always turning me into deep depress..
The feeling of it, is very tough to describe, is also hard to face...

These years, it seems I have been gone through lots things, it seems not.. Yes, is not enough. Absolutely, I want more.. I'll remember the tastes of trying new food, the smiles while making fun with friends, the feelings of staying up until late, the pressure of preparing exams last minutes, the passions of travelling to other places, the satisfaction of watching mid-night movies, the voices of singing in KTV, the scream of New Year Eve, of course is impossible for me to list out all here.. But for sure, its much more than these!!

The shadow is blinding me when those kind of things come to the this part...
Cant you see it? I left my footprint on some streets...
I will see this journey through the end...

I have some friends here, we laughed, indulged, and studied together...
I have some friends here, they loved, quarrlled, and cherished each other...

Sunday, April 12, 2009

The words gone..

Is been a long time, I left this place apart..

The words have gone, the face have found...

Well, that was a deal...

I attempt to be, but it seems so dumb...

The unexpected reaction, the ongoing emotion, revealed that I am partially silly.

Greedy? Attention? Or just roaring...

How to define it? where is the standard, the border lines, the intangiable feelings...

Even though that is not willing to tell you so; no doubt, the words gone, the silent found..